This feeling again... DAMN IT !

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Have you ever encounter the people who shout at people before asking for reason ? Well, that kind of people is what is really HATE the most IN MY LIFE.

Just for a mere basketball ball can turn into a big matter. Borrowing...

I was having PE lesson after recess, so i went to the store room to get the basketball ball to play. And this joker shout across the hall.

"WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING ?!"

I was stunned, and turned back to look at the other students in the hall, thinking this joker was shouting at them, but i was wrong. HE IS SHOUTING DIRECTLY AT MY DIRECTION, which there are no one around except me. I was trying to recall what i did wrong, but was distract by his second blow of lecture, which is damn long.

"WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE TAKING THE BALL TO ?! DO YOU HAVE PERMISSION FROM ME YET ?! YOU'RE SEC 5 ALREADY. YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOU DID IS WRONG RIGHT ? IF YOU DON'T KNOW, THIS IS WHAT YOU CALLED STEALING. MAY BE YOUR HOUSE HAVE LIKE 5 BALLS FROM OUR STORE ALREADY."

Trying to catch what he was saying, he throw me the key and said:

"PUT THE BALL BACK AND LOCK THE STORE"

Did you notice what is missing in the conversation yet ? Yes, he NEVER ask the reason for the action i do.

The whole 'incident' you might say, ended when the recess was over. He drag me around the school and stop at the staff office to listen to the sentence that pissed me off to the core.

"YOU'LL SERVE 2 HOURS OF DETENTION FOR THIS ACTION"

I replied.

"My next lesson is PE. And i need the ball to play."

He replied.

"Why don't you tell me sooner ?"

Mind my language.

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ? HUH ? SO I GET SCOLDING FOR FREE ?! AND NEVER SAY SORRY TO ME. JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE A TEACHER AND I'M A STUDENT DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU. DON'T THINK THAT STUDENT DON'T KNOW WHAT IS TOLERANCE. BECAUSE WHEN YOU STEP BEYOND THE LINE. THEY'LL MAKE SURE THAT TODAY IS YOUR LAST DAY OF TEACHING.

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Yeah, my 'slap myself for saying bad words' is still here. I just hate myself for this. I mean, just for one day won't die right ?

*SLAP*

OK OK, it's banned.

Cooling myself down with ice cold soft drinks doesn't do much. It freezes your brains out, but still the grudge is there. Somebody help me, really.

I just wake up from 3 hours of sleep. My mood is better now, but it just like sparks from static electricity. The moment you think about it, it just hurts, and the chain reaction of emotions strikes me one by one. The pain is still there.

Urgh, don't make me hate school please, i still need my O'level.

And i never serve the 2 hours of detention. i'm going to get hell from that teacher, and you know what. I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ALREADY.

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED. <--- This prase really suits me.

Well, i should stop blogging now, or my fingers will just continue typing what's on my mind right now. More of this will get you all pissed also, so don't. I'm just expressing my inner self to make me feel better.

See you in school, and wish me luck too. I don't want to face him.

PS. *SLAP*

Signing out...