And i've become a bad boy..

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Yup, i skip CCA, and planning to skip till i finish this school. Why ? I just find this activity is not suitable for me.

Time flies again. The moment you realise, it's already too late to change anything. Now it's going to be the 4th month already, just a couple of weeks and there you go, O level english paper. Stop slacking already 'lah' thanatip, play games all day.

I guess my inner self have been pushing me to the top, passing subjects that i can't believe i pass in CT1. Well, push me more !

Afterschool i had a super fun conversation with wenson, jonathan, nicholas. I don't know that i'm still important for them. They invite me more often, unlike before where i myself have to be the one ask to go with them. May be they know that time is running out. I'm leaving at the end of this year, and eventhough it's 'end of the year' but you'll not realise how fast time flies.

You know, at first i had always have a bad feeling about singapore, blaming all the bad things that happen to me to the others, never think myself is wrong. The work is hard - because i never study. The school is boring - because i never appreciate that school brings me here. Friends in singapore can't be trusted - because i never reach to them, never make the effort to find.

I always find the way to leave singapore as soon as possible, and when the time comes where i am really leaving singapore, i feel kind of regret, that if i make good friends faster, i could have stayed with them longer than this. I will really miss them, and who knows, i might really cry when it's time for goodbyes.

*Wiping tears out of the face* I guess i'm really too sensitive in this kind of things. I REALLY HATE GOODBYES.

From today onwards, i will take back my word that i hate being in singapore, that i hate the singapore life, that i hate the things here and there in singapore. And when i have that feeling again, i would think that it's me myself that is the person that i should hate the most.

I guess i write too long again, *sigh* well this is to make up for the other day also, so it's ok

See you in school, my 'best' friend.

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